You know... this is a rambling joke.

It's been an interesting couple of weeks.

I've been noticing alot of changes.

I hope its going to make you notice.

I almost have noticed, with change, that when it rains... it pours.

We have a new owner at work. He seems like a great guy. I'm very excited to see what changes are going to be made. I know I'm looking forward to going back to strictly Aveda. I miss that.

You make my heart sing

I feel a new phase is coming in my life. I feel like with weather, everything can change. Starting fresh, almost as if the trees are making everyone's life change. No matter if its in 2 more months or if its in 2 days, when the trees start to bud, when they all start to come back to life, its a rebirth. What do we want to get rid of in the spring? What is making us feel cluttered, claustrophobic, a little insane? When do we decide that enough is enough?

And each time I tell myself, well, I think I've had enough.

never, never, never, never, never, never hear me when I cry at night.

I think that in all the crazy feelings over winter, I've finally made up my mind. Maybe faults have my mind reeeling.

What is fair? A question that has been on my mind lately.


I told myself, "This blog will be my thoughts. I owe it to myself to be uncensored and think for myself." Therefore I will be selfish. Let anyone who wants, see it. Some may not like it, but it's thoughts and that is why people are obsessed with the idea of mind-reading.

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february update.

Well, February 16th was my 21st birthday! it was a pretty amazing day!

we had somewhat of a new orleans, fat tuesday theme. which is always one of my favorite themes. just love all of the colors.

We had about 40+ people at the house and i really did not expect that many people. we had a really good 2 man accoustic band. They call themselves black moccasin. i love that name. Its really all accoustic. and eric and tony are the band memebers. tony looks mad all the time usually but i was pleasantly surprised that he's just shy and doesn't hate me. lol i actually saw him smile for most of the night. eric looks like johnny depp. enough said about that...

so the band played for about 5 hours. i think they were pretty exhausted. i dont blame them really. i would definitely have blisters on mah fingas!

we ate so much food! mom was cooking for about a full week. it was way worth it tho. we had chicken gumbo, antipasta salad, my favorite. we also had pulled jerk pork for sandwiches, yams and red rice and beans. YUM! we had a butter pecan cake, with the baby in it, chocolate cupcakes with chocolate homemade frosting, sugar cookies, a cookie bouquet. i think thats it, im probably wrong tho.

all in all i thnk it was the best birthday ive ever had. and now i can drink whenever i want wherever i want! how awesome!

on that note i think ill sign off now.

TTFN! <3