Wanna know what I think? I'm starting to think love is admiration. The more I get to know people, friends, a lover, an acquaintance etc. I just can't help but feel like people are scared. I can't say I'm not. I feel more scared than ever to fall in love. I don't want to be vulnerable. I don't want to say it first.
Everything is greener on the other side.
Is there something wrong with not knowing exactly how to feel or how to act? I know. It makes no sense.
I've been chasing the sun for too long and I couldn't wait for the sun to set.
Now the darkness is more and more everyday.
I feel claustrophobic in my own head...
What was to be my solution is now my biggest and darkest problem.
