You know... this is a rambling joke.

It's been an interesting couple of weeks.

I've been noticing alot of changes.

I hope its going to make you notice.

I almost have noticed, with change, that when it rains... it pours.

We have a new owner at work. He seems like a great guy. I'm very excited to see what changes are going to be made. I know I'm looking forward to going back to strictly Aveda. I miss that.

You make my heart sing

I feel a new phase is coming in my life. I feel like with weather, everything can change. Starting fresh, almost as if the trees are making everyone's life change. No matter if its in 2 more months or if its in 2 days, when the trees start to bud, when they all start to come back to life, its a rebirth. What do we want to get rid of in the spring? What is making us feel cluttered, claustrophobic, a little insane? When do we decide that enough is enough?

And each time I tell myself, well, I think I've had enough.

never, never, never, never, never, never hear me when I cry at night.

I think that in all the crazy feelings over winter, I've finally made up my mind. Maybe faults have my mind reeeling.

What is fair? A question that has been on my mind lately.


I told myself, "This blog will be my thoughts. I owe it to myself to be uncensored and think for myself." Therefore I will be selfish. Let anyone who wants, see it. Some may not like it, but it's thoughts and that is why people are obsessed with the idea of mind-reading.

•: have a craving, appetite, or great desire for

february update.

Well, February 16th was my 21st birthday! it was a pretty amazing day!

we had somewhat of a new orleans, fat tuesday theme. which is always one of my favorite themes. just love all of the colors.

We had about 40+ people at the house and i really did not expect that many people. we had a really good 2 man accoustic band. They call themselves black moccasin. i love that name. Its really all accoustic. and eric and tony are the band memebers. tony looks mad all the time usually but i was pleasantly surprised that he's just shy and doesn't hate me. lol i actually saw him smile for most of the night. eric looks like johnny depp. enough said about that...

so the band played for about 5 hours. i think they were pretty exhausted. i dont blame them really. i would definitely have blisters on mah fingas!

we ate so much food! mom was cooking for about a full week. it was way worth it tho. we had chicken gumbo, antipasta salad, my favorite. we also had pulled jerk pork for sandwiches, yams and red rice and beans. YUM! we had a butter pecan cake, with the baby in it, chocolate cupcakes with chocolate homemade frosting, sugar cookies, a cookie bouquet. i think thats it, im probably wrong tho.

all in all i thnk it was the best birthday ive ever had. and now i can drink whenever i want wherever i want! how awesome!

on that note i think ill sign off now.

TTFN! <3

Hawaiiiiii!!!

SO! guess who started looking towards her next vacaaaationnn!!! :) ME!

I went to borders today and was looking through all of the travel section. im in between 2 vaca's right now but im more looking at hawaii. how exciting right? im really planning on doing a lot of beachside things. staying somewhere beachside, hanging beachside, tanning beachside... ya know! :) i cant decide when i want to go tho! i still need to figure out whats the best time of year. im thinking more summer cuz that way i can find someone to come with. as much as u'd like to think people would jump at the offer, a lot of my friends and family "can't afford it." thats what the tell me at least! BAH! :/

Has anyone ever been to Hawaii? or any of the islands?

i went to jamaica years ago, it was gorgeous! i loved it, but it came and went so fast and i think that was the last vacation i was on! :(

time to do it again!!

dont you just love these pictures? B-E-A-UTIFUL!

TTFN!

<3

Twenty Ten.

HOLY COW! its 2010!!

Why not start it off with some Shia?

:)

Recently, I've gotten into the art scene. Kinda fun. I started dabbling in some tabbing and paint. I've actually been doing some fan art for Shia. Haven't finished one yet but it'll happen.

Now that my life is settled and seems to be going well, I've been doing a lot of cooking. For new years eve i made some lobster tails for charlie and myself. yayy! :) I made a barley dish also, THAT is one of my fav dishes. love rice and barley and risotto. super yum!

Im thinking about taking a vacation! i made a lot of new year resolutions! haha one of them is to relax more! vacation vacation vacation! im thinking florida. or maybe somewhere in tennessee or louisiana. theres some sweet treasure hunting and gold digging spots in those areas. i'de love to go check that out! get some money and spend some money! ching ching!

so i did the calculations and its only 35 days til my birthday. oh em gee!! still weighing my options but im definitely thinking party at my house! :)

i colored my hair today! looks fab! much better! its a shade or two darker, very kardashian! i also have crazy blunt bangs. crazy meaning theyre heavy and very committing haha. im cool with that tho. i dont look good without bangs so i dig it!

well i ate entirely too much coldstone ice cream and feel like im going to vom so i think im gonna take a bath and try to relax some!

TTFN!

gla.

Volver!!

Hola! Hola! Hola! Hola!

It has been FOREVER! has it not?

WELL! I had to bring my computer in to the Geek Squad. UGH! It kept over-heating and being a pain and just had to do it! (SO FAR SO GOOD)

Currently my life is crazy! Work is INSANE, even on Xmas Eve. Which I'm fine with considering we'll be dead after Christmas... oh well! Take as much as you can, right?

I finished all of my Christmas shopping very early this year and I am super happy to say that. All I have to do is wrap a few here there and be done! :) WHOOOOOO!!!

Lately, to pass my time of course, I've been listening to a lot of music. I'm very obsessed with spanish music right now. Meaning everyone is speaking spanish. the correct genre is probably Latina Musica. I've been listening to lots of my old music and have fallen back in love!

I am also watching the movie Volver right now. As we speak! haha! Its with Penelope Cruz and it's in all spanish. Spanish spanish too. Penelope is from Spain originally and is a fantastic actress! Just love her! Can't WAIT to see Nine!

Well, Im so tired and have to get soome sleep! big day ahead of me tomorrow!

TTFN

ta-ta for now! :) night bloggers!

You're not sorry.

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo


You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before


oh my gosh. i am currently obbsessed with taylor swift! i absolutely love this album. and this song in particular. isn't she gorgeous! and so talented?!

short but sweet!

<3

All Hallows Eve!

OH MY GAH!

Halloween is days away! my fav holiday ever is coming too fast! I haven't even figured out my costume situation!

Im going to Indiana University to visit ariel! Yayyy! haven't seen her since...summer? and it just so happens (drum roll please!) to be her 21st birthday on the 29th! yayyyy!!!! so im leaving on saturday(halloween) and staying the weekend! yipppeeeee! :)

I haven't wrote on my blog in forever! i don't even remember whats been happening!

Auntie vicki, uncle Mark and scott and annabelle came by for dinner the other night. that was nice! always a pleasure! :)

My brother got a second job! yessssssss! and just so happens to have sold his car also! how great right?

So for a hobby I'm thinking about going by the police station and seeing if they have some training on guns. i have my gun card and haven't even fired one! ever! so i think, in this day and age, that i should learn! :) scary huh?! well thats why i decided to go to the police department. i also want to find out what the training is like for police. if they learn tae-kwan-do (sp?) or karate. i know they get some type of training for defending themselves so i think that would be something fun and useful to look into.

rocco and tia got a bath today! they look purrrrdy!:) way shiny and fluffy! tia's going to be shedding for weeks! god love her! hehe!

Kevin, Me, Lauren and Caleb all went to the punkin' patch a few weeks ago! i had so much fun! he's such a ball of energy, keeping up with him was hard work!

well, its about 12:30 so i should probably sleep! hope everyone is doing great! :)

TTFN

ta-ta for now!

Angela