Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Sweet Cherry Pie.



This year for the New Year, I decided that I was going to do everything I said I would do. So instead of just talking, I'm going to walk that talk. So my big thing last year that I talked about was getting my M license.

I'm being fully serious.

I might not get a bike for awhile, in a year or who knows, maybe I'll never get one. But I want that license. With or without that license, I want to go to Sturgis this year. A bike or no bike... I'm planning on going.

I miss my biker crowd. I didn't get any biking in this last year. I'm overdue. Time to feel the wind in my hair. :)

Feeling much much better today. Feeling strong about that decision. Thinking about the bad. And the reason why everything has happened. Moving on is always a good decision when you were miserable. The back up and the memories came flooding back. At first the good ones, then the bad ones. I hope things do stay like this. I don't want to get sucked back in. All we need is another year of that. haha!

My cushion has disappeared. Which, hey! I'm feelin' pretty damn good about that. Some people just can't walk their talk. Which, he probably shouldn't. So that makes me feel a little better. It's good to be alone with no bells ringing. Chingle chingle chingle every 10 seconds gets a little... no idea... Annoying.

Welcome to the outside world, Angela.

Anyways, if that cushion were to actually walk that talk... I think that would be the wrong timing. Timing is everything.

If it's meant to be... it will be. Touche

How's everyone's resolutions going? I'm sure fantastically! :D Don't forget to smile.. especially tomorrow! It's hump day! No? Winedown Wednesday? YES!!! One bottle, Two bottle, Three bottle Fleur! hahaha!


tata!

Angela

Monday, January 9, 2012

Shouldn't have.


I'm going to admit it. I knew it was a bad decision. Now I can't stop wondering and wondering and wondering. It was a huge mistake. Shouldn't have ever done it.

How was your day?

My current thoughts on my hair are: Wow, way to prove yourself wrong... again. Officially, my hair has turned a muddy green. Great job huh? lol

I bleached it, then bleached it again. Duh, oh Angela. Why did you think the darkest color depositing conditioner you own would be a good idea? So yes, my sandy blonde hair is looking a tad... green. Chlorine green. Not pretty emerald green. Oh well. I'll just color it tomorrow. :)

Did some shopping today. I'm so excited. Valentine's Day stuff is out! :D My other favorite holiday. I think I officially decided that the hand-made valentines are going out this year. Glitter and all. YYYEEEEE!!!

I'm also giving out gifts this year to all my friends/family/loved ones. Nothing new. But also might be doing a ton of handy- work on that. Yikes, got a lot more than I thought I had to do. Better get a move on that. Organizing 101.

So any Valentine's day plans? I honestly think I'll just work and go home and watch a sappy movie with Rocco. He's my new boyfran. :D

So... now I think I'll go to bed. Done for today. Hoping the cough will be gone by tomorrow. :/

Tata!
Angela

Sunday, January 8, 2012

The Ark is the problem.



My my my, how the days are just FLYING by. Today was a love hate day. Loved the love part of it. Then hated it. (Also, I'm sick, still.) I'm getting bitter by the day. And I don't know if it's because I feel like I am forgotten or if I'm just feeling lonely. I think its a number of things but today was very quiet. Normally, I'de love this. Today way just a lot of sitting around. It was great but then I was getting bored.

Started thinking about the simpler sides of life. Like being up North in the woods. People can relax up there. Enjoy their surroundings and just not worry about who will call or text them. What a life it must be. A completely different exposure to the world. I think I would love it. Having a more relaxed and outdoors atmosphere. Something to think about...

Were nearly 1/3 through January. Insane that my birthday is just around the corner. I'm dabbling in a few different themes for my birthday. Either Hawaiian themed, fiesta themed or my classic pink, red and roses theme. It'll probably be the last one. lol

Anyone happy about this weather? I'm starting to get genuinely nervous about it. If it isn't here now, what does this mean? It's a scary thought.

Oh well, things can be worse. AMI right?

Time to bathe, wish me luck! I'm hoping it's going to open up some of my congested chest! :$

Tata!

Angela

Friday, January 6, 2012

Dancing in clouds.



Tonight, I drank. And then had another one. It's been... a while? Since I had one. It was deserving. I've been nursing a cold or whatever this hell is. EIther way, I'll rock this raspy voice. It sucks, but I'll rock it.

I"m drowsy. I don't have much to say lately. I had a fun dinner with my hunnies tonight. Meaning the folks. We laughed pretty hard. At my mom. hahahaha!

Work is slow, but steady. Which to be honest, I plan on taking a day to relax maybe next week. :) Everyone is deserving of a day off. Ya mean?

Been dancing a ton lately. Got my belly dancing in. A little bit of the more modern stuff as well. A long time friend and me are going to be taking a pole dancing class soon. Exciting right? Can't wait to get some guns. Not that I don't have them already. :) haha!

I'm tired. And tipsy. So I go now.

Tata!

Angela

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Drunk on love.


I feel like I'm a hopeless romantic.
I can't help fallin' in love.
I want it.
I crave it.
I just can't get enough.
Take me away.
Nothing can sober me up.


I feel my Nonna today. I keep seeing things, but nothing is there. I hear something fall, very randomly. Yet, nothings in the floor. I know she's here. I just can't tell if she's trying to tell me something or just wants me to say "hi." So I went with "Hi, Nonna!" We'll see what happens.

Been reading a ton lately. It's amazing what a good book will do for ya. Got lost in "Hunger Games." The last week or two I spent hours reading in the dark. Felt amazing to actually be caught up in someone else's life. I love being able to let go of my worries and get some fun in, in my life.

My thoughts are getting more relaxed. My appetite is finally back.
I think it's passing.

Therefore, not much to write about.

One thing, I'm bleaching tomorrow. I have a good hour before my first comes in tomorrow. Bust out the 40 volume. I mean serious blonde business. We'll see how that goes. :D

Tata!

Angela

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Look like me?


I think it does. But I'de need some airbrushing don't you think?

Things hit the fuckin' fan today. I have never been so excited to get home in my life. I thought about my family and how know matter what happens, they'll be on my side. We're all an angry bunch, truely.

Work was shit. All the drama is getting really really old. I come home and literally find SHIT in my bed. I love these days. At least someone can make me smile, though. :D

Who wants to make my hair grow faster? Because I'm getting pretty sick of this little bob. Everyone today told me how long it looks. Also, Joe. Yes that Joe Aunt Vicki, told me my hair looks to perfect he thought it was a wig. I was like daaaaaaaang! That's high compliments! Or is it? IT IS!

We just got in all this new color for Aveda. Oy ve. Can't wait to use it actually. We got blue, greeeen, violet, orange. All the high pigments. OOOOOOOOooo baby. Can't wait to get a raccoon tail going. Don't worry, it'll just be a strip. Not the whole head lol.

Dang, I had a lot to say. About nothing. Ha!! Must go now. Adios!

Tata!
Angela

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Blonde's on the brain.



New year. New outlook. New relationships. New fun. New life.

What is the most refreshing part? It started with a BANG! How was everyones new year? Great, I hope!

Feeling pretty good lately. A lot of people have been asking me if I've lost weight. That's something to be excited about! Ami right?! Truth is, I don't really know. I haven't weighed myself in a long long time. I feel good, and my clothes fit different so that's a good sign.

New year, new you. So what is everyone going to do this year. Resolutions?

I have a few things I want to change. Mostly taking time for me. I decided to take a vacation every quarter. And this includes weekend trips and long trips. I also want to run 4 races this year. If I can, one a quarter. I'm not going to say which races I'm going to do but I would like to do at least one 8k. :) Lots of fun changes.

The main change for me, will be what I decide to look like. I plan on taking it down some. I don't want to be so unhappy with the way I look. In the last year, I changed so much. My skin tone is different, my hair is changing. I am a different person. I should take it back... I'm not unhappy with the way I look. I just felt like I was in a rut this year because of all the changes. I didn't really know how to deal with them. So now, I'll make some changes and decide what's best.





To the nitty gritty. Blonde is on the brain.

There's something way comforting about this show. When I think about them and all the funny things that happen, all the luxury and vacations these girls take... They just crack me up. They actually seem more normal then the rest of the housewives. And that's pretty ridiculous because all of them do not live a normal life. Oh, well. :)

So I can't decide what to do. I'm torn. I want to really try to do the fun and fiesty platinum blonde thing but I just got this hair long. But then again, the condition is pretty good, so I wouldn't necessarily lose a lot of length. Sigh... grrr...

It'll be a rough night. lol

So, tell me something good!

Tata!

Angela